Diary of Ginger Simpson
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Dear Diary 1
Today I talked to Andy again, by ask because he blocked my fb and deleted my instagram. I discovered that he likes MCR and that makes me happy because I love this band, and that’s one more reason to love Andy even more. Its 12:01 AM here now, its already Tuesday and that means novel and the sims 2 game again. Wish I could pick a pic here because he’s so cute and hot and sexy I LOVE ANDY SO MUCH. I’m listening to The Pretty Reckless – Void and Null, and I know that Andy also likes this band. All I know about him? Well, let me tell ya everything since the beginning…
Amanda Heiner was born on May 4, 1997 in Olympia, Washington. She has one sister(or more, idk and idk the name of her sis) and I GUESS she lived there with her parents for a long time lol. By seeing old pics of her, I had an idea that she played basketball at high school and football too in the Olympia Stadium(or no, or in Medford even lol idk). She dated a guy that I guess is named by Josh or something in the end of 2014. She had a pretty blonde and long hair, and braces, but also a pretty smile and a little fatty cutie face awh. I guess in the end of February 2015 she cut off her hair and dyed it into red, pink or something and named herself as Andy. After a suicide attempt and after left the hospital because of it, she met the awesome world of the anime and started to cosplay. She did many awesome cosplays and I liked her Laito Sakamaki cosplay the most, because SHE LOOKS SO FUCKING MUCH LIKE HIM. And because she has naturally and beautiful green eyes(blue or something, idk). I also liked her Shu Sakamaki cosplay, because she looks a bit like him. I wish I could see longer videos of her because I bet her voice is sexy like Laito’s voice lol. Well, OMG I SKIPPED THE PART WHEN SHE MOVES TO MEDFORD SORRY D:! Idk when or why, but I guess she moved to Oregon in the beginning of this year. Then she mets awesome people(aka cosplayers haha) like Rachael Massey, a fatty but cute 16 years old emo girl. I talk more about Rachael in another diary note, maybe when I start to like her she’s don’t interests me in the most lol. BACKING TO ANDY.
She studied at Medford Community College and maybe there she met Rachael and others cosplayers(or she met them at some anime event called Kumoricon here). She already had cosplayers friends like a girl from Seattle named Jasmine Rose then I think she started to cosplay last year, sorry guys irdk. Going to the most recently things I know about Andy.
I met Andy at instagram, randomly, searching for Laito cosplayers when I saw her cosplay and her appearance called my attention and I started to follow her. Her username was and still is @sootsuke. Before it was @elf_prince and(or not) @themalepanda. This last clearly shows her gay side AND I’M NOT BEING HOMOPHOBIC BECAUSE SEE, SHE’S A GIRL AND ME TOO, AND I LOVE HER, AND I’M BI, SO FUCK OFF. Irdk when she started to like girls but I only know one of her ex-gf’s: a girl from Florida named Kylie, 16 years old, pretty, piercings, purple hair and cosplayer. Especially Yui cosplay. Idk if they both ever met each other yet. So, backing to Andy.
I stalked her pics and suddenly
see that I was in love with her and Andy is my first woman crush. Her name on
IG was “andy ● 18 ● agender” and I don’t had any idea of what the fuck agender
was. A few days ago I discovered what this means. How and why? I saw that I was
definitely obsessed for her and I started to look for her another accounts. I
found her fb, ask.fm and twitter profiles. Her fb is Andy Heiner but SHE DON’T
ACCEPT PEOPLE SHE DON’T KNOW WTF. And this include who? Me of course, we don’t
even know each other. How I discovered her fb? By her friend(best friend tbh)
Katelyn Elise. It takes me a hard work because I didn’t know if she was using
Andy or Amanda at her fb page. And I found her fb and ask.fm first, so that
means that I still didn’t know her last name. I tried so hard , for a once, I
thought she was living in Portland lol. So I had a awesome idea: try to find
her fb by one of her friends! I tried first with Jasmine, but, HOW THE FUCK
COULD I KNOW HER FB WASN’T JASMINE ROSE BUT JASMINE ROSE-OUJI?? ;-; OK I was
stupid at this part, then Katelyn saved my life/plans/everything. I looked at
her bio for 1 minute and there was a interesting information: her university
hehe. So I putt “Katelyn Elise” on fb search and a first profile showed a
profile pic that matched with her appearance and her university! Yay!! Visiting
her profile, I found something even better: her friend list!! I putt “Andy” and
yay, I found Andy’s Facebook!! But he didn’t accept me… Before all that I asked
for her fb but she answered being so gross ugh. What do I did? FAKED HER!! Yea,
ik that sounds as a crime but I had to do something to call her attention.
I started with a fake IG account. My username was @andysootsuke and I was pretending to be not only her, but saying I was Brazilian and a actress. I guess if I didn’t putt hashtags on my posts, Andy and her friends wouldn’t find me so fast, I was being stupid again. Many hate and threatening comments appeared, saying that I would go to jail for impersonate her, that I would need a good lawyer and etc. GUYS, I’M STILL A MINOR, I CAN’T GO TO JAIL DUH HAHAHA. Then Rachael posted in her IG saying to her friends to report my accounts(irdk how they/she found my fake fb and ask.fm account). Andy goes to my ask.fm to ask me to stop and we discussed for a while, I was laughing here for finally talk to her. I deleted my IG but this wouldn’t make me her gf or friend, or even make her accept me on fb. Next morning she reported my fb account that had being removed, congratulations Andy! Next chapter of my fucking love story.
I stopped for a while and I made
a real ig account for me, my username was @gingersimpson. I was still stalking
Andy, taking her pics and using my fake ask.fm account. Then I decided to try
friends’s help to talk to Andy. It didn’t work, I over dating the stupid guy
ever from Pennsylvania, named Aaron. What do I did? FAKED HER, AGAIN! This time
I goes more far… I created a fake twitter for my fake and another fb and look,
Andy discovered it again, idk how. I almost lost this fake, but I recovered it,
changed all my privacy to “friends” and blocked Andy, her friends that could
take it down this profile again and her friends that threatened me. Especially
who? Her new boyfriend, Tony Bissel. He’s so ugly and haired, she deserves somebody
better and more pretty.
I almost forgot to say that she dyed her hair into black and she’s more emo now lol, I guess. Her favorite band is Kamelot and over two weeks ago, “Jenny” by Nothing More was the song stick in her head. Her favorite anime is K Project and her favorite K Project character is Yamazaki Sousuke. When I faked her for the second time, she posted in her private IG that I’ve taken her safe place and destroyed it LMAO. And that she was feeling disgusting, disrespected, vulnerable, violated and etc. OK that really mixed with my head, I’m sorry for that Andy, but you tried to delete my fb and you deleted my Ig cause I confessed what I did to you and you need to pay for it! I’ll give my back on you, gay bitch ♥
Btw, agender is somebody(like Andy) that considers themselves as somebody without gender, that means neutral. Andy doesn’t consider herself a girl anymore, but maybe a little like a boy, because of her new name. She don’t wants to be considered or called a girl, she left this cleared on her instagram, okay so ma’am.
But you’re still a girl okay, you have boobs and vagina, and a feminine face and body, but I’ll love you anyway.
I’m going to sleep now, Dear Diary. I’m so glad to confess everything I did to Andy to you, because my parents wouldn’t agree or help me about it, just hit and punish me. Good night.
Dear Diary 2
Today I’ll still talk about Andy, but doing some hentai on it lol. I mean anime, yeah. I’ll write here tonight about all my fantasies with her and describe in details all we both should do in a hot night together. Let’s start!
Andy must work in something because she’s 18 now right. But idk where
she works at, it must be Subway but she posted in her twitter 4 months ago that
she’s not a Subway employee anymore. I would say HOMRA but this doesn’t exist,
since it’s from K Project anime, I mean, her tattoo hehe, I’m wise. Let’s start
my “hentai”.
When Andy get back from her work, I was sleeping, listening to some song. She get off her work costumes and get naked to me IN MY FRONT I’M ASHAMED. She sit down in our bed and woke me up. She said: “Darling, I’m here again. And I’m kinda horny. I wanna have some sex now.” That words let me kinda horny too and I said: “What a coincidence, me too dear. Let’s start with oral sex, like the porn videos, please.” She get off my shirt and started to lick my boobs. Oh that excited me as hell omg. Then she get off my pants and my underpants and started to massage my vagina. I was almost moaning a bit, that was good. She started to lick it and I finally moaned omg that was amazing. And we’ll don’t stop now.
Like I said yesterday, Andy is still a girl, with boobs and vagina, and that means I’ll do the same she did to my parts. I licked her boobs and vagina and I could hear her moan down low. She said she brought us sex toys to our fantasies and that left me with a perverted look. She showed me a vibrator and putt that on my vagina, I screamed because it hurts a little bit. That thing started to vibrate inside me and I couldn’t stop moaning. While this, with one hand, Andy massaged my boobs and clitoris, horning me more. Suddenly I said: “Stop! I want to do this to you too, I want to hear your sexy voice, your moaning, you saying you’re mine, you moaning my name!” That makes her kiss me. She put off the vibrator out of my vagina and gave it to me. I putt that inside her and did it low…while kissing her. Then I started to go fast and I could feel the vibrator vibrating while holding it in her vagina. Andy was moaning down low then I said: “Moan out! Scream my name!” I did that very fucking fast and she cum into my hand, screaming and saying: “Oh, uh, ah, aah, ahh, ahhhhhhh!!! GINGER!!!! Don’t stop!!!! Aaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!” It looks like a milk river was outing of her parts lol my hand was too dirty. I licked all that and keep kissing her, while she was fingering and massaging my vagina. After many kisses, fingerings and vagina massages, we slept.
It was the best night ever, I’ll never forget, even if someday something tragic happens and she break up with me. We love each other and we can demonstrate that by sex, hard oral sex, hardcore oral sex, kisses, moanings, shouts and groanings. And we always do that in bed listening and repeating “Jenny” by Nothing More. Because this song is stuck in my head for two weeks, same to Andy. That I’ll have many others wildest dreams with Andy like that, for Christ sake. Amen.
Dear Diary 3
Hello again, Dear Diary. I’m listening now to “Jenny” by Nothing More. Guess who this song makes me remember of? Andy of course. And she’s engaged to Tony, I’m so sad about it. This makes me remember myself to finally start my revenge against them. But I need weapons for that and some good and wiser strategy. I still don’t know Andy’s address…yet! I almost discovered it today, I guess I can find something interesting at LinkedIn, that app for disocover addresses, yea, Andy failed again giving me his address… He shouldn’t have too many accounts, because one of them will someday give me his address. And if he’s engaged, Tony is living with him. Oh, I want to make them bleed so bad! I could rape him and make Andy cum and moan my name but now for real lol but I’m not so evil like that. My boyfriend Raven is gonna sell his house on Peru(yea I have a boyfriend) and live here in Medford with me pretty soon. I told him to bought me good and heavy weapons, just to hurt VERY FUCKING BAD Andy’s face and body and to kill Tony bc omg I don’t wanna kill Andy just his bf please. I hope Tony have a ask.fm account because I’m thinking about threaten him anonymously there lol. If he’s using @i.am.unifinished on IG and twitter, he might use the same username at ask(if he has one). Ik this won’t resolve my problems with Andy but will make him have some sense that somebody better for him is online fighting for a chance with him. Would be funny discuss with Tony for hours about his fiancée hahaha. Everything will ends when he decides to block me and tell Andy about it. I will know about this fact if Andy tweet something about a anonymous person trying to destroy his engagement or post a pic about it on instagram. When this happens, I’ll back again on instagram and do many crazy things, bet for it. I would use @roadkvill but Nicole Ashton is using this shitty again ugh. I talk more about her in another diary note, but here’s a summary:
Nicole Ashton was born in September 2, 1996 in Visalia, California. She’s pretty and a ex-emo girl. Idk why but she’s kinda famous on fb and instagram. She has 1,000 followers on fb and 27,700 on IG o.o I tried to discover something about her on Google but irdk why does many ppl follows her. I use her photos in one of my fakes(I have a hundred of fakes tbh) and I have a fake of her on IG, she already knows about it but she can’t do anything :’) is with this fake that I actually see recent pics of Andy and take it for my fb fake, named Julia Sabatella. Now let’s get back to Andy and talk about my future revenge plans against him and Tony.
I just want to have her forgiveness and be hers ♥ about Tony, he could fuck himself and look for another agender girl named Andy in Medford right, he could only say: “I’m sorry Ginger, Andy is all yours, I always knows about it, this engagement ring is yours, now take it and marry her and be happy with her forever and ever. Now push this gun and blow up my head” hehe my dream conversation with somebody almost dead by my own hands. My twitter @gingerrlovesyou was made for ppl who wants to help me or give me a weapon to hurt Andy and kill Tony. 273 people helps me ♥ well, that’s that for today, Dear Diary, I’m going to sleep now. See ya tomorrow night!
Dear Diary 4
Hello again, Dear Diary. Now I’m listening to “Personal Jesus” by Depeche Mode. I really need weapons to impede that Andy gets married to Tony. And he don’t have a ask.fm account, what a fucking pity. I tried all the ways to write “I am unfinished” but he doesn’t have an account there. Tonight I’ll do my second IG and I hope it doesn’t be reported or deleted again. Well, Kylie’s instagram was @glowyghoul, and she’s using @lunarhime now so that’s my chance to get a cute username yay. First I’ll try here to see if isn’t there anyone using @glowyghoul as their usernames, GOD I HOPE THAT NO. Oh Andy just posted in his twitter wait a minuteee ♥ hi again lol.
He said: “I found the missing piece to my puzzle the first time I saw those dark brown eyes.” Oh whatta cutie hehe. I’m so in love, I could die. And yay, there’s no one using @glowyghoul on instagram, that’s ma chance, Dear Diary! I end this rapid diary note listening to The Ramones, byeee!
Dear Diary 5
Hello Dear Diary! Many things has happened since my last diary note. Like one is that Andy discovered my tumblr and found my diary notes and named my second diary note as a “erotic fanfiction” wtf. I just said what I wished to do with her omg hun. And I DIDN’T THREATENED YOU AND TONY WTF² YOU’RE SAYING ;-; ok eh… I kinda go crazy and made another fake account of her on Facebook now using her name lmao, just to say to my boyfriend that we’re friends idk why. I asked if her are jealous about Tony but she didn’t interpreted what I said wtf³. Yes I’m crazy and obsessed because I don’t know what to do like really. For some hours she followed my twitter account 3 days ago and I kinda go insane, I screamed, I almost cried of happiness aw. She said that she would name her first child as Andrew and that’s the name for Andy so wtf? He would go insane for have the same name as his mom. He would have a cute mom aw help. I’m listening to Jenny, I kinda think that Andy listened this song for the first time because of Tony? Idk. Oh and I got engaged to Raven, I bought the same ring that Andy haves and I lied saying that it was her ring lol. Why? Let’s start it again.
Well I’m full of lies, I said I made a fake account and flirted Tony, and made him and Andy broke up and that made us become friends. That’s why I made the other fb fake using Andy pics and name. I blocked him and all ppl I blocked as Julia Sabatella, so probably nobody will find me because I kinda changed my privacy too much then nobody can find me. At least if they read this and look up for “Andy Heiner” on fb they’ll find it hahaha. What I mean is that my life is short, I’ll kill myself pretty soon and I’m sorry for say that kinda too late( I guess I said “kinda” too much but fuck off). I finally decided to accept that I’ll never have Andy as a friend or girlfriend and this make me really want to kill myself because she’s now everything I consider important to still keep me alive. So I’m confessing everything I did wrong in the internet then ppl or even Andy can resolve it and taken down everything I created, said and reposted. I don’t want to let my signature or mark in this whole world, I want that you guys delete it for me when I leave Earth so nobody would ask: “Who’s Ginger Simpson? Who were her?”
It’s like I would never exist.
I’m going to sleep now, listening to Paramore, Dear Diary. Hope Andy find this and smile because I’m leaving this world pretty soon thank him. Goodbye.